In my bedroom alone, creating fiction shows About the times we had, about what we could own But then I catch reruns of things I’ve never done Sometimes It feels like home, I’d rather die alone
I just wanna be with you! I don’t wanna end like you!
And I pray and I pray like a stupid kid Begging for an answer, looking for a chance to try Wait! Wait! Sit down patiently Looking for an answer, looking for a chance to die
But I’m sure that I’ll never realize That it’s just a room where I used to cry As a little kid having no desire Tell my mom I died later in that night
How could I forget? Never really cared… Thanks for all you did and my NES Just remember when I fell Ill you cried When we used to smoke, a Pepsi and good night
Oh shit! Oh shit! I hate to say… I miss you so, like no one else… My dearest friend, my highest aim I still don’t know what’s left to say!
And I pray and I pray like a stupid kid Begging for an answer, looking for a chance to try Wait! Wait! Sit down patiently Looking for an answer, looking for a chance to die
But I’m sure that I’ll never realize That I’m just a kid that just lost his dad Guess I’ll have to deal with all this and that I will see you in hell on the day I die