Please excuse my manners for I suffer from a problem of believing that my thoughts won't go away unless I say them So it might sound like I'm talking to myself when I'm deep in conversation It's a problem that I'm working on, I thank you for your patience But imagine for a second if I could listen to every word that you just said Instead of getting caught up in my head trying to finish all your sentences and occasionally letting the words slip form my lips that I want to say next But if I wanted to hear what I wanted to hear I would talk to myself all day instead of you Lalala I can't hear you Lalalala I'm not listening Now I'm hating on myself but I'm not getting better so I'm hating on you so it's not self-centered now I'm hating on you but I'm not feeling better so I'm hating on myself and I just need to breathe God grant me serenity and I swear that if I make it through this moment then I will believe God grant me serenity and I swear that if I make it through this moment then I will believe in you Lalalala I can't hear you Lalalallalalala And sometimes when I play my songs I wonder if there's anyone listening at all but I swear to god I hope I die before I ever get bored of singing to myself