I’ve gotten so sick and tired of all of this; / Tossing and turning and beating myself / for all I’ve done wrong and the things I cannot see through, even with You. / I keep trying and trying to make this all right but I know / that I’m just not strong enough to fight alone. / Get out, get out. Don’t tell me how I’m supposed to feel. / Believe me, I do know what is fake and what is real. / I was so happy with life. / I thought that I understood things were truly, always good. / How could this happen to me? Such a faithful cornerstone. / I always felt so high; It’s like the fall broke my backbone. / I know I’m not alone, I just can’t feel You anywhere. / Why am I so lost when I know you’re still there? / This silence is killing me. Somebody answer me. / I feel like I’m living in a sick, rotting corpse and I don’t know what has happened / or who You are for. / I cannot feel Your light, it’s like it’s lost in the weather / or tell whether or not I could truly do better than You. / Oh God, what have I done? Oh God, I’m done. / I never meant to turn against You. I was just so angry. / How am I supposed to do what You want when I can’t even pay attention? / I am sick of hoping something will fill my heart up / when everything I’ve ever needed was standing right there in front of me. / God, I’m so sorry. Take everything, and just give me Christ. / Because I know that You love me. I know. / But still, I must remember that, in the first place it was never even about me. / When the world comes crashing down will I remember You and that all I have is nothing? / Oh God, there are so many people who are hurting, dying inside. / I know only Your grace can save us / so Father, hear Your children cry.
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