What are you expecting from me? I can't kill time to be with you; you don't matter enough.
Beneath the soil sprouts turmoil; I recoil and I shudder at the thought. I dictate my mistakes, At this rate it takes a miracle to ever halt my course. Cause I whisper my words, not knowing their a curse, With teeth to come bite me and invite me in a hearse. My thoughts seemed perverse, my vision is now blurred, Please someone get me to church and bless the water from my purge, Cause I am losing my religion, Second guessing my decisions, Always switching, never listening.
And I'm back retracting, Back to this act that I can't stop acting. How could I be knowing that I'm wanting what I shouldn't be, But I'm unsettled and dishevelled when it's you and me. How green is the grass? Or is it glass? A harsh mirage that will cut you with the shards. Stuck in a boys game. Real hearts ain't cards, But this is a lesson that I'll learn real fast. Cause Oh my Oh my, the snake sure got bite. Take the ball from their court, you get it back with spite. I remember that day when you walked by, so sly, Offering a good time with good lines; good try.
I caught back the breath you stole.
How can I hope to ease my mind? I could kill time with a better line. Take me away from your stare, I'm not meant to be here, But it's just the same old me.
And so I cave, I'm going through the motions again and again, Intoxicated by your potions. I know where this is going, I can read it like chapters: 1: award winning sex like Bafta's 2: but then we learn each others moves 3: and your baggage gets heavy 4: so Im heading to the door at 5 to conclude that it was a big waste of time (yup) Once again my mistake, And while you sleep I wanna creep because I'm wide awake/ Why I get in then I try to escape, I will never know I guess I'll say it when I gain control that...
I caught back the breath you stole.
If I could get back, Get back my time. I wouldn't choose you. Cause I've been here before, The wrong side of the door. All this I knew.
The promises we break are the only things that make me feel awake.