[Verse 1] I'm so tired of hiding and running Tired of all the lying It's like we never stop fighting Until someone is dying It's too hard to keep on smiling When this hate keeps on rising Even hard to keep surviving When this war is all they're buying
It's so binding, vilifying But I know I can't stop trying Terrifying, terrorizing I can't stop, they're right behind me Will I survive the night on my own? Or will I be left just to dry like a bone? Women and knives and there's nowhere to go Take my hand now and just lead me back home
[Pre-Chorus] I'm so far away From who I used to be I want to be free Will I ever see?
[Chorus] Sometime's it feels like this world is gonna take me under Sometime's it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover Sometime's it feels like this world is gonna pull me under Sometime's it feels like my life is just another number I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
[Verse 2] We keep going around in circles We've learned to be so hurtful In the end, was it all worth it? When you thought it would all be perfect All I hear is a voice cursing While the real ones are smirking I thought that peace would be returning But the tables keep on turning
In my mind I keep utilizing That this is what we decided I keep trying to defy it But all hope is lost, we're dying
Will I be lost, kneel before the unknown? There might be a place in a hearse we can go It's been a while since we've learned to come out Nothing can stop us now that we know
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[Bridge] Just to breathe From above it's still hard to see What's real in me Nestled and safe, that I can be So help me cause I've emptied All this pain, it's all red They're sending my remedy It's pretending like enemies
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[Outro] I'm so far away From who I used to be I want to be free Will I ever see? (Been counting all the days, waiting to scream!)