I wished to live the dreams of the lying happines the fake reality I am numb, asleep, lines of joy up my brains, Distorted visions of wasted happiness, controled by the flickering empytiness of darkness I slit my eyes with the tortured memories of failure Entrapment, dishonor, drowning under a fist of laughter, blinded demons, crawling through my veins I am born, from the indifference of your companion I am sick I am dead I am useless, Iam lifeless I am tortured I have mistaken my life I am sick I am dead I am useless, Iam lifeless I am tortured I have mistaken my life