Oh the truth is that I'm scared With this sense of disappointment and forever unprepared. I've been lost, I've been down, I've been so tired, And around here there's no relief.
I'm at a standstill from this war with time Cause I have wasted 20 years of my life. I've been lost, I've been down, I've been so tired, And around here there's no release.
And please forgive me for everything I've tried.
Cause Mother, I've strayed far away From every good word you've ever said And Father, please don't turn away These helpless thoughts can never change, I'll make you proud one day.
And oh my god, I'm floating through life like a corpse. And every goddamn word you say falls on deaf ears, of course...