There is nothing left to take, but I still try to reach. Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe. Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice I take it in, now i'm alive. Now my phone is set on lock and I don't really care. There's a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair. I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide, I say "Hello" then wave "Goodbye". See me fall down, Let me die here, Slowly. Nothing goes right. Not a trace Of honesty. I'm to blame So I'll remain. 'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night' It's all the same. See it run down, Cut away, No worries. Say no more, I can surely say that i've "had enough" I still refuse to believe. Everyday would be the same, Nothing more; Little change. If I cared, it would mean nothing, It's all such a pain. Friendly bonds are so uneeded, I don't give a damn A busy life, is what I am. Could it be, that 'family' was a way of escape? Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away Couldn't take it anymore, I had taken enough. So then I hid my need for 'love'. Lay me right down, Let me sleep, I'm restless. Cover my eyes, when I'm up I'll finally, Fade away. Here. Today. Give me a reason, Then i'll stay. If I could fly, If for only a moment. There wouldn't be, such a need for casualty. I'm alone, And that is how it'll be. Why does everything I do cause tragedy? Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here? Why do I feel so empty inside? I only want to die... See me fall down, Let me die here, Slowly. Nothing goes right. Not a trace Of honesty. I'm to blame, So I'll remain. 'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night' It's all the same. See it run down, Cut away, No worries. Say no more, I can surely say that "I've had enough". I can't remember... That very day, That very day, Changed me. Happiness died, Like a light, I carried. I'll sleep tonight, And hope to finally leave.. A world which I don't believe.. A life which I don't need.. Now, I'll finally be free...