There is nothing left to take, but I still try to reach. Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe. Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice I take it in, now i'm alive.
Now my phone is set on lock and I don't really care. There's a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair. I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide, I say "Hello" then wave "Goodbye".
See me fall down, Let me die here, Slowly.
Nothing goes right. Not a trace Of honesty.
I'm to blame So I'll remain.
'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night' It's all the same.
See it run down, Cut away, No worries.
Say no more, I can surely say that i've "had enough" I still refuse to believe.
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Everyday would be the same, Nothing more; Little change.
If I cared, it would mean nothing, It's all such a pain.
Friendly bonds are so uneeded, I don't give a damn
A busy life, is what I am.
Could it be, that 'family' was a way of escape? Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away
Couldn't take it anymore, I had taken enough. So then I hid my need for 'love'.
Lay me right down, Let me sleep, I'm restless.
Cover my eyes, when I'm up I'll finally,
Fade away. Here. Today.
Give me a reason, Then i'll stay.
If I could fly, If for only a moment.
There wouldn't be, such a need for casualty. I'm alone, And that is how it'll be.
--------------------------------------------------- Why does everything I do cause tragedy? Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here? Why do I feel so empty inside? I only want to die... ------------------------------------------------------
See me fall down, Let me die here, Slowly.
Nothing goes right. Not a trace Of honesty.
I'm to blame, So I'll remain.
'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night' It's all the same.
See it run down, Cut away, No worries.
Say no more, I can surely say that "I've had enough".
I can't remember...
That very day, That very day, Changed me.
Happiness died, Like a light, I carried.
I'll sleep tonight, And hope to finally leave..
A world which I don't believe.. A life which I don't need.. Now, I'll finally be free...