if i'd tell you what could last from our complicated past would you feel content or put to test?
and when you see that i've become equally insecure and numb would you be realistic or would you feel dumb?
and when they say we're not the same and that education is to blame would you feel helpless or full of shame?
and if you'd get to see the day on which we'll all have hell to pay did you see it coming or did you look away?
and along with the few things that you're proud of after all these tiring years come the things that leave you shivering and make you break out in tears but if this life will raise its questions about the unread books up on your shelf what will be your answers? will you be honest or sentimental with yourself?
if i'd tell you i can see you did your very best for me would you burst out laughing or would you agree?
and in case you'd think you've been fully bent wouldn't that be overconfident? or do you lack the energy you've spent?
and as you recently took a closer look at me did you look relieved or wishfully?
and could you say ultimately that you seized every moment we have spent together or separately?
and it's not like i've got many choices, well, not as many as it seems, but options equal efforts and they're just as good as dreams. but if this life will raise its questions about the unread books up on my shelf what will be my answers? will i be honest or sentimental with myself?
and in the end this circle closes because of what you did or did not do: because as efforts grow on means, i could have done none of this without you.
but if this life will raise its questions about the unread books up on our shelfs what will be our answers? will we be honest or sentimental with ourselves?