I can't believe what's going on: Sour neck, faked smiles and cuts on your arm. This is too real. I am not real. I cannot deal. I cannot deal. Forget you. Forget everyone. I wish this Never began. I should probably do something. I used to do everything. Now I am nothing and I can't do anything. I want to feel something. You were my everything. You left me with nothing. Now I would take anything. I just want to go home, but I don't know how. I just want to go be a ghost now.