I'm just biding my time in this world motionless, without emotions to spare this poem has been a long time coming and in my thoughts only emptiness
as my hand begins to move the ink smears away what was meant to be is already forgotten the walls are closing in and I have nothing
an empty shell contemplating on existence and the insignificance of it all whatever the truth in these lies there is no value in emotions
I rose up from my soft bed only to fall on this concrete floor I struggled to get up only to fall down again
I forgot where I was headed and I forgot where I came from I didn't see anything meant for me and I didn't see anything...
everyone and everything I had to leave behind for the sake of my own sanity if only to prolong this pointless existence I choose to forget
I have only a memory left a single connection to this universe how to break these chains and transcend above this pestilence
however torn I were to become with you leaving before me I would still see a glimmer of hope emptiness has always been there for me
there I could see a sign of life here but a drop of reality is it better to carry death or the burdens of existence
tragedy strikes at the hearts of the frail and the strong-willed just walk by coldness strikes at the heart of my soul and the passion is taken over by apathy fear of whatever the future holds for me and I'm afraid to take another step the anger towards the betrayal of my person and I find my home forever in solitude
despite of it all, I am not ready to leave those behind who came before although I try to stand strong and tall pale as death is my face
tavoittamattomiin hukkuneet ovat nämä olemattomat tunteet miksi edes yrittää eteenpäin kaikki on jätetty taakse
ja taivas valuu mustaa vuodet putoavat päälleni paljon on taakkani kantaa on matka vasta aluillaan