It's getting worse, I'm staring into space I built a home in a room, but I have never seen it straight My mind's got a problem, oh the things it creates Drank myself to a coma, became all that I hate My head's full of shame, and I swear on my name Been watching for hours, I'm circling the drain And while I buried you in the depths of my sleep You still crawl through my dreams into bed beside me You fall into me There's mountains in my mind, a chasm in my soul Always feel like I'm falling into an ever-growing hole I'm no longer the person that you lived and you breathed Placed my fears in a bottle and cast them out to sea Wherever you are, I hope that you've found your peace This is far too familiar, is this a place I have been? Took her love to the river, weighed it down, threw it in Watched something beautiful die, all soaked in vodka and gin Oh god I found peace of mind, but can't escape what I did This ghost town medicine You can't make amends You've got no one left Just the awful things I did while you slept And I'm sorry.