well this letter got several words I bet it explains how you tied this noose around your neck "Dear son, I write to fill you in" we'll I'm out here in the cold so don't ask me how I feel and I read again: "I've been staying at a shelter in north-west Portland. In may at a park down here it was cold and hard sleeping on the ground, and i wonder how you've been?" fine. But I remember still being invited into your hell I can't miss what I never had and I can't wish you dead do the wicked to the rest, or do you just pretend? those dreams aren't your home anymore I'm not here to entertain I was your son, and then I had nowhere else to be