When you wake up you wont see me I'm going through a difficult time That would only weigh heavy on you Something calls on me to leave and to search Because of so many lies, I forgot who I am To see many magical views Again to walk and throw away Without the fear of what you may tell me To separate, to commit suicide, to get high, to get drunk To be without the fear from what you may do to me More and more and more... Don't stop dreaming When you wake up you wont see me I now pick forbidden flowers Something calls on me to leave and to search Because of so many lies, I forgot who I am To see many magical views... When you wake up you wont see me Really, I'm sorry about the letter