I got a feeling like I'm outta my mind I woke up this morning and something had changed A floating brain, I leave my body behind Walking out the door without my conscience And I keep hearing what they're saying to me I've been trained through the same responses Over and over I'm repeating myself Ignorance is bliss when you're going thru the motions
And I oughta be more than this Stuck back in the high school me, I'm no stranger to apathy There's so much that I miss I don't know what I wanna be, I'm no stranger to apathy
I got a feeling like we're dust in the wind we look for meaning but there's nothing it could possibly mean Sit back, let the cycle begin Nothing really counts or matters when you think this way
They say you rock with the outcasts, contracting that sickness But what you don't know is I'm wasting my ass waiting for a miracle while listening to Green Day
And I oughta be more than this I'm not workin' my strategy, I'm no stranger to apathy There's so much that I miss I'm not giving the best of me, cause I'm no stranger to apathy
Writing originals like I'm given the right to spill my thoughts into synthesizers and call it a night Walking the opposite direction when they're pointing their arrows I hide my face in the music just like I'm Todd in the Shadows (Ok, but none of it matters) 'Cause I'm so de-motivational The occasional singer until I go on vacation All in the confines of my own hyper-illusion Never putting out a song, I'm just creating confusion… I suck