all i have are vhs tapes of the words you used to say and all i have are broken vcrs and old broken down cars i cant go anywhere now but youre layin 6 feet in the ground and i miss you so much im little bit out of touch.... i admit it and i have no way to tell you i just wanna hear you say you did it so i could tell you i dont think so i wanted to make you proud and i wanted to scream it real loud from the top of my lungs on a mountain high and i wanted to go directly to god and ask him why you had to die no cures or medicine could ever be your friend and i remember the time i tied your shoes you were spilling bile and blood on everyone but i cleaned your puke and i wish i always say this i wish you hadnt got sick and i wanted to say i love you to those vhs tapes