if I just found a recipe for a life not completely failed I'd slay fucking angels, taint all love, or even wander the plains of hell
I'm so sick of betraying myself, by wasting my days away cause nothing good ever came from this but I stick to my suicide guns
who could know that this would become everything that’s wrong with the situation I’m in? desperate times, desperate measures, desperate sleepless eternity.
the sun has gone for far too long and the street lights burn like salt in my eyes I count and carve every hell of a day into these walls that I will never escape
sleeping next to you has become like waking up alone when everything has changed what is it worth to return home? my mind wants me to never forget and it seems that I’m losing that fight and I can’t even tell anyone that I dreamed about her, the other night
if I just found a recipe for a life not completely failed I’d do anything, but nothing ever comes close to redemption the sun has gone for far too long and the street lights burn like salt in my eyes I need to free myself from the menace of my past
I want to be six feet beneath this life
decapitated, embracing tranquility the only way to escape the ghosts of time
never hear, never see, never speak again never fear, never be, never go insane decapitated, finding my peace of mind