I remember back when I believed in god and just like you those days are gone I know that you meant it when you said that we never can Even though you said, “I won’t say never”, you meant never In your head/ I’m just scared that December will last for the rest of my life And I’ll always be 16 in my head Seasons change, but I get older And I’ll never be fine ‘till I’m dead/ I’ve been thinking a whole lot Probably more than I should I’ve tried so hard this year to be good But I can’t and I know that But I try and I guess that’s what really counts I can’t, yeah I know that But I try and I guess it kind of helps/ I know who I want to be When I was with you I could be everything I know who I want to be When I was with you I could be everything