I’m searching for myself And trying to be strong Under the dark of night I’m sitting here alone And no one could see me Cause I don’t want to be seen And the loneliness has come As an old friend Oh my beloved friend Don’t you ever come again You make me feel so blue And I don’t know what to do Like drizzle before the rain Fell in the right time The time keeps holding me I just want to go home right now I get up with strength But it seems never enough I’m trying so hard Maybe I forgot about the heart