I was so near So close to finding my soul, but everything I did was filled with fair. I remember the days when I had no hope, I remember the mornings when I didn't get up. There are so many things that Id like to do, but God why me? Should I blame you? I tried to do what Ive been told, but i took to much of what I can hold. Now there is only one thing that i dont understand, Why God,why did you put me in this land?