i dug my nails into my hands, pulled the skin away and felt like what i am, im just a scared little boy not a man, wanna be ok alone but i can't.
blamed the scrathes on my dog, i don't know what i'm doing oh my god, i hit the mirror way too hard, and couldn't bring myself to pick up all the shards. i'm parked outside yr house, but i know you wont come out.
so i'll lean against yr blue door, talk into yr blue door, throw myself into yr blue door, fall asleep at yr blue door.