Verse 1: Sick Thoughts Just Travel Through My Membrane Take A Toke Of Mary Jane Just To Keep Tamed Don't Push Me Cause I'm Close To The Edge Got A 9.mm And It's Screaming Out Death Seen A Lot Of Bloodshed In The Night Time Honestly I Ain't In My Right Mind I've Been Subjected To The Streets All Neglected And Through The Streets Is How I Got Respected I've Been Connected To All Sorts Of Crimes In The Span Of 25 Years A Short Life Time A Gang Of Robberies A Couple Of Kidnaps See Me Flossing These The Fools Have Been Jacked I've Been Wanted For All Types Of Shit Arrested At An Early Age What Type Of Life Is This? I've Been Shackled From My Feet Up In Hand Cuffs Can't Use Excuses Cause We All Lived Ruthless Had It Rough I've Been Shot At Stabbed And Shot Back A Couple Of Homies That Could Not Be Brought Back And That's That That's Life A Couple Of Older Homies Got 25 To Life All Over Gun Fights All In The Sunlight They Never Made It Out To See Them Summer Nights Cause We All Were Brown And Down And Proud Of How We Live Still Roll Around The Spots Like I Don't Give A Shit Knowing Fools Wanna Split Me But I Keep A Ruger By My Side So Why Not Come And Get Me? I Still Refuse To Lose Walking Around With A 12 Gauge, 9 And A 22 I Don't Trip Off The Bullshit Levas Talk Shit Fuck Em Homie I Got A Full Clip I'd Rather Be Caught With It Then Without It I'd Rather Live In A Cell Then In The Ground Trick So I Will Not Cannot And Won't Stop No Matter What Happens In Life I Won't Flop I Got Kids To Feed I Got Bills To Pay Until They Take Care Of That Fuck What They Say As Far As I Know I've Figured Out Survival And In Any Second I Could Be Dead And I Know So I Stroll With My Head In The Clouds And Tell Them Haters Ain't No Taking Me Out