I’m crying my eyes out in a dark parking lot Locked in my chamber with the windows up It’s all too much and I can’t make it stop It just keeps coming I’ve tried to drink, drug, and fuck you away And the razor blade helps control the pain I know it’s not right but it’s still a way But it still keeps coming
It keeps coming It keeps coming, oh god It just keeps coming It keeps coming It’s a tsunami, why don’t you want me? How can you pretend I don’t exist? It’s a tsunami, why don’t you want me? Dorothy Parker had days like this
I’m crying my eyes out in a dark parking lot The flood waters rising, stomach in knots Every fiber and every thought It just keeps coming You said it’s not you it’s me, well obviously And I want to be strong, you and what army But the pit keeps hollowing inside of me And it just keeps coming
It’s a tsunami, why don’t you want me? How can you pretend I don’t exist? It’s a tsunami, you’ll always haunt me Dorothy Parker had days like this
I don’t know what I did And I don’t know what changed All I know is I can’t stop the pain And I don’t know what I did I don’t know what changed All I know is I’ll never be the same again
I tried with a bottle in front of me Now I'm ready for a frontal lobotomy