it makes me proud what i have done but it makes me sad what i have done for gain i'm doing it on my own got to push through 'cos there's nobody home and i will not will not fail yeah you're so clean yeah you're so pure what the big cheese wants the big gun threw away i'm doing it on my own got to push through 'cos there's nobody home and i will not will not i've been lost so i've been lost for that you said my head is in the garden my garden's in the front of your head and when we're all down i'll burn it to the ground and i want to be young swim in the red sun and when we're all there i'll throw my arms in the air and shine i'm doing it on my own got to push through 'cos there's nobody home i'm doing it on my own got to push through 'cos there's nobody home