She said:\"I don't want to suffer again Life has already been hard with me, And I don't want to feel the same anymore. Maybe it's better not to be happy Cause you know life has already been hard with me The less you feel good, the less you feel bad. However I feel alive for the first time I've never been so good Life is nice to me I wonder why I had to live All this shit before. I tried to escape, in every possible way, From the life I lived And now it's all about fun. I gave Life another chance And I'll take everything it give to me Cause I wanna feel alive. And I'll try to know Where I should go However I feel alive for the first time I've never been so good Life is nice to me I wonder why I had to live All this shit before. And I'll try to know Where I should go And I'll try to know Where I should go However I feel alive, I feel alive I feel alive However I feel alive\"