When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell Cause Im a piece of shit, it aint hard to fuckin tell It dont make sense, goin to heaven wit the goodie-goodies Dressed in white, I like black tims and black hoodies God will probably have me on some real strict shit No sleepin all day, no gettin my dick licked Hangin with the goodie-goodies loungin in paradise Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice All my life I been considered as the worst Lyin to my mother, even stealin out her purse Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion I know my mother wished she got a fuckin abortion She dont even love me like she did when I was younger Suckin on her chest just to stop my fuckin hunger I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes? Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies My babies mothers 8 months, her little sisters 2 Whos to blame for both of them I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit Throw the magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit And squeeze, until the beds, completely red Im glad Im dead, a worthless fuckin buddah head The stress is buildin up, I cant, I cant believe suicides on my fuckin mind I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin callin me Naw you wouldnt understand You see its kinda like the crack did to pookie, in new jack Except when I cross over, there aint no comin back Should I die on the train track, like remo in beatstreet People at the funeral frontin like they miss me My baby momma kissed me but she glad Im gone She knew me and her sista had somethin goin on I reach my peak, I cant speak, Call my nigga chic, tell him that my will is weak. Im sick of niggas lyin, Im sick of bitches hawkin, Matter of fact, Im sick of talkin. (bang)