Cushioned by an alliance of malfunction and ridicule as days count down and friends rust from exposure to exposure
I'm realizing that i am the waste of reason clean and serene the dirtiest being
I'm the alchemist in reverse i lost all i was and i never felt this sick belly full of rocks rise to throat this image never looked uglier i'm not fooling anyone
neither earth nor sky will grant i would love for it to end misplaced my childhood overlooked inertia this piercing stare holds more than lies i've now married the thought
this is not just ink on paper now drenched in life's blood now drenched in life's bitter blood stagnant relation of space and self staggering toward my ruination
these are all just actions to entertain the eye hell of a screenplay who i am? empty arms make me a leper
now ruin is my skill i will never be happy i would die to hide try to find a shortcut to love.