I still remember the time When the sky was so blue. And warm April wind Reminded me of you. Now everything's gone, Pain is blurring my sight I don't fucking care, I leave this world tonight. The time has come. The final words Have to be said, unspoken for so long. I am sick of muted cries of despair That go unheard. I was clinging On my last gleam of hope. You have given to me an illusive chance For happiness. So sweet, So deceitful. So many scars, so many endless nights, Longing for your distant touch I'm never meant to feel. The fragments of lost letters in the thousand miles, Scattered like ashes of that cold summer. No more reason to struggle, I'm falling even deeper In the claws of disheartenment. Every breath I take seems poisoned, Every tear I shed leaves a burning trace. Give me the final answer: Why?.... And I will peacefully fade away Into the sky. And my suffering soul Will dissolve in the wind Finally free from this endless pain. I can't stand this torment no longer Endless hate and hopelessness tearing my veins. Why? Why?... ...Endless hate and hopelessness tearing my veins. I am bidding my farewell. Never reply to it, Don't kill my last joy, Before I go I want to feel the blooming beauty of spring again. I'm closing my eyes for last time, and I feel gentle wind caress my skin, I Still Remember...