my dreams are so fucking wack i feel departed from life just like kerouack's sack filling with dust, counting time the cloudy, noisy new breed of disappointments and fear i wish that we never met you know i'm dying - that's clear (chorus) i would prefer some heroin racing towards my heart than a slight glimpse of your bleeding eyes that have torn me apart #### I can't forget #### and every moment #### i feel regret #### and you can't stop it (end of chorus) i need asylum to break and wanna riot to start have no appointments to make i drink so fucking hard someday my brain will dissolve in muddy water of spleen and hanging from worn out rope i'll be so close to my dream (chorus) i would prefer some heroin racing towards my heart than a slight glimpse of your bleeding eyes that have torn me apart #### I can't forget #### and every moment #### i feel regret #### and you can't stop it (end of chorus)