I didnt have to but i wanted to go self discipline's a simple thing so im told But I have got a problem I think that I don't want one In my head but never said I'd love to fucking rob one
God fucking knows what trouble I'm in Let myself down before I even begin
My brain hates my body and my body hates my brain Body hates my mind and my mind feels the same
In this fine year of our lord Where's my faith Well I'm losing everything And I don't give a shit for fuck's sake I cannot see a better opportunity For you to leave And if it wasn't for me you wouldn't be so lonely
I don't say it No I don't say it Im the first in my mind every fucking time the selfish man i know i am And it fills me up with rage
There's a war in my head Where the fuck will it end?
Where's my lord now? Where's my lord now?
Where is sanctuary? Where is peace? Where's my freedom And where's my release? Where's forgiveness And where the fuck is love? Where's my happiness? Is it in God?
No Is it in God? Is it? No Is it in God? No, no, no