I don't know Where I am or why I am here But it is thy strangest flat Shade of grey and somehow You are with me It feels like Waking up with touch phobia And finding spider fingers Stumbling over skin And oh God I don't know Why I do it but I scream I scream and scream scream
I hope you fucking bleed I hope you fucking bleed I hope you choke on your blood And spit out teeth I hope you lose my telephone number And thy memory of every time I said your name Thy sound of my voice Thy colour of my house I hope you forget your raison d'etre Your reason to be
I'm crying and I don't remember What my last words are But I know I mean them I mean them with my spleen It is thy mother to my anger And my words are it's children