The heart is torn on a part, look at me again, you see a lacerated face.
You'll wait for of my words, I tired of saying. You must understand, please. take my hand and look into my eyes again you will feel the cracks inside me. I am lost in the days head is full of you. thinking of you.
I'm paranoid I'm stupid kill me somebody kill me somebody kill me somebody kill me somebody
I want to cry and scream ..... Kill me,may be she think what she was doing.
I think constantly about suetside are constantly thinking how I would kill myself I'm driving ..gain speed I understand that here it is I can get rid of pain in the head from Shattered heart forever
I'm ready. I'm ready. I'm ready. I'm ready.
I remember my mother's father friends and her face in front of the eyes has become so heat but it's too late pluck off a bridge nothing to change nothing to change nothing to change nothing to change
before fifty yards water twenty ten
bumper touched the water taking air in the chest
sorry all who loved me
I died I lost I died I lost I died I lost
I still think oddly
heavy blow the chest I opened my eyes I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive but the pain came back into the heart I will break now I'm alive forgive everyone we must live so leaving only faint I'm alive but I am dead to my soul.