You know sometimes when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can face another day because shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't seem like shits ever going to change. Sometimes it seems like the shit ain't doin nothin' but getting worse. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I really despise at what I see. 'Cause pride strength, honor, love and life they don't seem to have a lot to do with me. Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago, something inside me way deep down died and I can't remember when, I just don't know where the fuck I went wrong... What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
Every Day Each fucking day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fucking way Some day For away to make my way through this world full of shit Every Day Each fucking day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fucking way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a liar who's despair is a void you can slip into forever. I've been as low as you can go and I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere it's seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down. One step forward, two steps back. I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think I've lost hope
I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I'm so fuckin' tired of being fucked up all the time but I can't seem to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as strong as you but sometimes my fucked up life brings me down when I look around. My life it didn't make me hard, it just hardened something deep down inside of me. I think it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human. I don't wanna be like this no more, I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation or something to believe in or maybe just, just someone who cared.
I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each fucking day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fucking way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit Every Day Each fucking day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fucking way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each fucking day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fucking way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit Every Day Each fucking day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fucking way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this