I tried to love but I've grown so empty inside I tried to love until something inside me died I try to live with this hatred inside I hide I close my eyes as I lose my fuckin' mind I look back upon the days that have gone My wasted youth all the shit that's gone wrong with me I see the world slowly slipping away My silent scream goes unheard every fucking day With all my soul I never wished it to be this way I've lost my faith but I fall to my knees and pray I rot away in this world not meant for me And thoughts of murder are the only salvation for me I walk the streets this violence grows inside me The people's faces I see I want to make them explode I want to take back from them what they've crushed out of me I want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love I can't see These scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed I feel this rage this hatred it's killing me The days go on with no end This violence inside me grows I feel the end's coming soon but I won't go alone I hear it I know you won't believe it Voices in me that makes me paranoid There it is do you hear it I know that I'm not crazy But day after day I lose my sanity My life I've always been alone I've always been alone There's nothing left of me The game is over the game is over for me I'm left without a soul The game is over Why why must I cry Why why must I die alone No love left inside My kindness has give way to an endless barrage of emotional scars No love left in my heart I've been dead since my innocence faded away Why why must it be this way I ask myself this question each and everyday My anger runs out of control I just want to die