V1 All is won to lose again Gaining strength to use all up Winning battles to lose the war I can't smile falsely anymore Pretending life is full and dear Born of safety death I fear Fear to breath to be myself
C Why can't I stop this lie? Why can't I thought I try Tell me why, I tell lies Why can't I grow some heavy balls?
V2 Enraged I lay myself Down to her to do her will I grind my teeth I ask myself Where's the life the love the thrill? You suck the blood right out of me This isn't how it's meant to be A shadow of the man I dreamt
C
M8 Boredom weighs on empty days Anger kills the waning will Anguish hangs like pointed fangs Grow them, grow them Grow them, grow them Grow them
V3 Not long now before I go into the dark infinite Don't want to kill myself no more I'm useless, weak, a fucking whore, Alky fuck, dependent mess I should be shot I should have less Last chance now to be a man So watch me grow these heavy balls
C Suck on mine, stuck on mine Suck on mine, suck em dry Suck on mine, Suck on mine Suck on my massive fucking balls
O Boredom weighs empty days Anger kills weaning will Anguish hangs pointed fangs Fate is touched twisting guts Grow them big Not long now 'fore I go Into dark infinite Can't kill myself no more Useless weak fucking whore Alky dependent mess Should be shot should have less Last chance to be a man Watch em grow big and bold Suck on my suck on my Suck on my suck on my Suck on my suck on my Suck on my suck on my Suck em dry