Well I'm calling you Cause you deserve to know You are not the reason I had to go, Late at night in the hotel room I think of all I've lost, What I've put you through And if I knew the reason I would tell you why somehow The feeling slipped away I only did what I had to do Not cause I wanted to. [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/bonnie+raitt/not+cause+i+wanted+to_21014629.html ] I've got a guilty heart And a troubled mind No matter where I go You're never far behind I'd like to think that you'd forgiven me But forgiveness ain't enough To wash my conscious free Oh if I knew the reason I would tell you Why somehow the feeling slipped away I only did what I had to do Not cause I wanted to.