Boondox - Monster | Текст песни

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Monster...
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window...

i'm not afraid of the dark
but i'm afraid of my heart
and i'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart
Always afraid that things will never get better
I went from writing now round to typing suicide letters
I ignore some paranoia you can check my prescriptions
I'm a manic depressive one of my many conditions
I'm not a profit or a seer but i'm seeing a vision
My life and what's beyond it on a one way collision
If ignorance is bliss than I'll be void of being sorrow
Cause I don't wanna know outcome of today or tomorrow
I just wanna hide inside my own private hell
How can i ever get to heaven when so many angels fell
I'm just a human being i'm just only being human
With eternity and judgement from another always looming
It's a wonder that I made it with these pressures in my head
With all these monsters at my window staring at me in my bed

If you're a friend ta me or kin ta me
an enemy or in ta me
I'm begging on a bended knee
come and put an end to me
put me out my misery
permenantly no injury
tired of fighting entities
I'm running out of energy
Feel like a lost boy
searching for the answer
Just waiting on tragedy
A heart attack or even cancer
So many monsters hide
waiting round the corner for us
if life is like song
I'm at the verse searching for the chorus
Maybe I should stop and take a moment put it in perspective
Maybe I should take your knife and take your life and get injected
I just wanna go out on my own fucking terms
knowing it was me that put me in the dirt and with the worms
I think i'll pop another pill try heal the ill
wash it down with gasoline light a match and that's for real
But I'll just probably go to sleep and try to clear my head
Hiding from these monsters at my window underneath my bed