I know many of you will be shocked by this I know i've been dragging eveyone down for the past couple of days, I love you all and I'm sorry. But I can't continue to hurt myself or any of you any longer.
I want to especially apologize to my closest friends and the others for what I'm going to do This has been a hell of a life. But i've been struggling with my depression and suicide for very a long time and I'm through. Virginia I love you and always will I know it's been a crazy train these past couple of days and I apologize and hope you can forgive me someday..
I've realized I'm not going amount to much in the future so I want you to remember the goodtimes we've all shared Together, And when I was a happy person I loved you guys so much but I have to go.. Mom you always did your damnedest to help me and I love you for that. And to all my friends and Family who been there for me in this life that I've lived I love you guys so much I just can't live another day with this pain and anguish eating away at me... I love you..
I can't even express.. I want you to remember all the goodtimes we shared together... all the pain I feel inside eats away at me as I die... I feel deep inside and now I feel it's time for me to commit suicide.