tongue tied around my neck. blood dripping from my lips. i am shaking at the thought of something insignificant. rain cloud above my head. thunder inside my chest. i need to ask you something very serious...can you draw me? i need to see how you feel. can you use me? i need to be how you feel. my eyes explode...my life explodes. regained all of my senses in a single second, it is overwhelming me...it is overwhelming me. i have been numb for so many months, it is overwhelming me...it is overwhelming me. i can recite your smile from one hundred blocks away...can you say the same?