Bleed out all empathy this vessel has no spirit left to hold on to lies I"ve lived in full How long can I hold tight with every movement Tension binds and denies my true nature The Balance has shifted warped sick and twisted Grabbing at angels when I fall Because I am more than this idol endless recital For all my demons to applaud I am free Hide myself from it all while every fear is Screaming night into dawn until I find I have to believe them (lies) In order to attain fulfillment I have to succumb to (lies) All my inner fears that tear at me I will never believe them (lies) I"m sick of the weakness that controls me - Now that Iüve fallen - I will not repent