And I'll be that one making another heartfelt song To play back after the storm when my heart felt strong. I should've fallen on my face and crumbled into fragments crippled from the crisis and got blinded by the madness. But now I see past it, my vision? now lasted. The near-sighted,fear-frightened,focused on the casket Some might throw the towel in after a couple punches I'll take the punishment and fight,until it goes and it touches Can't judge me,sitting back in your chair God is in the Judgement seat and he's watching from upstairs He's always been looking out for my best interest Even when I miss the goal by 3 or 4 inches When everybody left me,moments I felt lonely But my life is in the hands of you and you only So I cant let any circumstances control me Repenting for my sins and striving to live holy,Speaking boldly But not trying to be arragant I'm a rapper but I'm also a husband and a parent There's alot at stake There's no time for being fake I'm working hard right now,not waiting to catch a break There's alot to consider Call me Braillle or Mister Winchester One man finding his place in the picture It's much bigger than me,I'm not living for myself It's hard to explain all the things my heart felt
(Chorus 2x) My heart felt pain My heart felt joy My heart's been broken and destroyed My heart felt sick My heart felt healed My heart is like Achilles heel
I turn off the lights,take a moment to re-adjust Clear my head,settled in dust,turn up the beat and blust Motivated and inspired,try to offer it back A few heads was ignoring,so they scarf when I rap Someone tossing the bag So blight you here crickets Dead silence,so I speak life as they persist it Put the key in the ignition,this is only half the battle Now it's time to navigate on the road less traveled The judge holds the Gavel and after the final verdict The judgment gets inserted,the direction you can't turn it Affection I'm not perfect,correction I keep learning To be a reflection of the love I recieved when I didn't deserve it A reflection of the Grace that was bestowed upon me A foundation more stable and sturdy than concrete The heart is like the victim,the predator,and the prey So you can't always believe everything the heart say