Even though I was here in August I will never you well again Time is priceless and being wasted and taken for granted, I should've known Someone told me to be strong, but look at me, how can I be Of any use to anyone? I am silent and scared and in the way I needed you to tell me what to do but this time you were not in charge The right thing lies within your eyes, so maybe I'll start tomorrow... I don't want to forget you But it's painful to remember You told me that you want to die But that you didn't know how I saw you in so much pain, I had no idea how to relieve it You were strong and I was wrong, it's so hard to see you fall Every moment that I'm not with you is a torture more than I can bear Every morning I wake to miss you and every night despair I told you I would let you go I want you to come back to me I didn't think it would end like this I never thought it would be you I know it it's not my fault I know that it's not yours either I can't eat and I can't sleepp No one comes over anymore... Throwing up all day and night, I am giving up on everything If they only knew what I've been through, they would know that it broke my heart.