A single rough hand has been formed from climbing broken walls half fold, I always seem to befriend the most loneliest kind There is a sadness in their eyes, It holds true, while insidious Disguised with a rebel heart, Disguised from the start.
Never aiming for the throne Just happy with an overlooked passion A retrospective defeat held at the hands of no one else Almost always giving in but never knowing what comes next Saying that we'll make it far but how do we know this isn't already our best?
I'll yell at you until I make myself feel better But better doesn't mean much when you're gone and I'm alone I'm waking up and feeling sick, my hair's thinned out your voice is like a train coming through an empty tunnel, yet it's gone in an instant "I'll save my money" I say, and I'll take a trip to japan But it's been 6 months and I'm emptier than ever, I pushed hope to the edge because I thought I was oh so right And even if I move away to France, it won't be the answer to the riddle only time can solve the distance
Do you remember the nights where I'd empty the glass in my lungs? (I sure do) Do you still hear the fights we never even had, I said I'd never ever let go When I say never, when I say never, I won't lie to your face Nothing's forever, it's an endless debate, why attack when we can merely wait?
It's a constant suffocation of miscommunication And I can feel it slowing me down, I can't feel enough to make a sound.
AND NOW I'm living and I'm learning, to find a cure for this loneliness Trying to find a way, to rid the ghosts from this frozen home.