I tried so hard Until it was all over and done with
My feelings were long gone No longer hurt in my stomach
At first it was love kid, Then turned into constant arguments, I tried my hardest to stop it, This bitchin Always started it
Taken advantage of my fragile heart, Tore it apart The state of one attraction I should of known from the start
Over powered by hazel eyes My mind paused for a minute Picturing love, There was nothing that could block the image
My thoughts depended, On her actions, Her ways, Her love
Asked her father gods of lust I prayed enough?
Embarced her trust mate No fuss just dream happily Day by day I noticed the pain increase rapidly
In a dieing sence I tried to forget it And let it past
So by doing this I forced to the relationship that would never lost
Every past was berecated All trust was gone Playing stupid, as I never knew, What went wrong
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I, I question my... a love for you, To leavin me Who knew I can't handle this pain, Cried for you in this rain Why... a won't you say Sorry, Turn around And come back home? I'm just so tired of bein alone ( End of Chorus )
I hate her How many times haven't I said it? I hate the fact that she hates me And I shall never forget it
Never had I ever fuck with her feelings, Let her regret it
All of these years, Lost in the tears, That my letters presented
I still miss her Catch myself, slittin my wrist With the glass I seperated From the last picture we flick
Together is 1, Wondering what I've done to take this, Holding my pillow every night, Wish that she replace it
Well fuck it, It's all over and done, Feeling's are gone And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs
So then my arms Are forgotten trees, Left in my shirt
I love you, Shit I can't even say I remember the words Never concerning anything Having to do with her past
You ruined it last We're hiding the truth in a mass, Stupid ass I'm ignoring the crap that you moaned
We had out times Until today, I hope you're happy alone