[Hook] I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at [X2] I Tried to Commit......
[Verse 1] Suicide I had alot on my mind I couldn't figure nothin' out And my momma just died it's just like Damn everything was blowin' up in my mind I couldn't determine what was wrong or right I'm goin Madesicc (foe life) I ain't the type to bitch, whine or moan But now I'm in a werid place and I'm really missin' home Naw metaphorically I'm really missin' home I couldn't explain how much I'm really missin' home (I ain't gone) I'm on some shit that'o get you locced up Put in the trunk nigga let's life shits fucced up I remember when I use to sit at home all alone in my room thinkin' I'm hungry for food my momma screamin' in the front room Drivin' me crazy I feel like jumpin' out the window I'm itchin' like scabies cuz my minds tryin' to play me And nobody cares, I might as well take this nine mili and die right here
[Hook] I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at [X2] I tried to commit....
[Verse 2] Life keep a gun I'm always on the watch-out Niggaz think I'm dumb 'Til I pull that glocc out Leave a nigga numb Somebody bring the cops out Cuz his work day is done Yeah, he had to clocc out Yeah, I could be the blocc out Niggaz really don't want that Send'em on the plane wit that thang in his dark blacc Plastic and as if I asked it, it came out Couldn't trust a nigga so I mantain the same route Why should I trust a nigga they think wit they penis Then they wonder why there's friction between us I'm tryin' to get to Venus suck and duck you mothafuckas I could just of leave it and treat it like another supper I could just eat it take it how it comes When it's all said and done we ain't got to wait for reruns I can't even see cuz in the rear view mirror Hey, let me just get to this nine
[Hook] I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at [X2] I tried to commit....
[Verse 3] Hey my life been so fucc'd up It's all on a bitch Ever since i was 13 I wanted to be rich Tried sellin' dope (Naw that didn't work out) I was juccin' in the creek I couldn't get my work-out Too many niggaz was juccin' that brought the cops out Yeah I went bacc to the Gardens and mom kept me locc'd out Livin' in the regal think' sumthin' illegal We know how it is when you workin' wit them eagles Dope money pay for my EP Tower Records put it out on ca-sign And I had a sample of Knee Deep Those days were good days these days are no good Niggaz think I got a million probalby cuz I probably should Sittin in this thigh-ass studio 'bout to change it Reverse and rearrange it now I'm wit Strange bitch This better work-out I'm tired of the same shit So I put it in my mouth yeah, I'm goin' out
[Hook] I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at [X2] I tried to commit....