I'll be the burden That will outlast Let me be the weight that drags you down
I'll be the memory The nights that you don't sleep The ever lasting reason Why you fucking hate yourself
You won't forget the things you've done when I remind you of every mistake that you've made Did you think that we'd forget With these blades in our backs Your treachery will last forever So will your pain
I want to be the blackness In the corners of your mind The reason that you never feel safe This is nothing more than penance for your crimes And after how you made me feel You're still getting off light
You will suffer to the full extent that I can give
You will have no one left to prey upon You'll never rest Your skin will blister at the mention of my name
You were a coward all your life And that will never change You were a traitor since the womb And you will take it to your grave May your scars last for eternity That Hell might know your sins
You will remember this forever
The Bend and Then the Break
I should have listened To every word she said Every promise of destruction That fell off her lips Always a glutton for punishment
She showed me how this all works out But I've not taken notes And its like a fucking train wreck Every time that she is right About it all
She told me "We're not meant to touch, me and you and I'm sorry, I just can't love you like I should" Forever parallel With nothing we can do
And here I thought she would cure my wounds Her tongues a weaving needle Her loving words a thread of truth But we were just leaning too much weight On fraying nerves that arc until they fracture Her tongues a weaving needle These links are plagued by constant strain Until the ties cannot last We were the bend and then the break I knew the moment that it snapped When she gently grasped my hand She pressed her lips against me Stepped back to heave a sigh She turned her back and walked away As I broke clean in half