These are the black days Where sleep heals no wounds And the best you can hope for Is the worst of the World
When every panicked breath Is simply drawing out the pain And I'm praying for extended hands To carry me away
Whatever it takes to numb the ache To push it all aside To feel anything at any price When tomorrow could be the start of your life But you're not sure you want to last the night
These days I hate it all And I weep for the newborn That they should ever face this weakened Sun These days my heart won't seem to work And it beats shallow in my chest I am convinced that I was never built to last
My eyelids flicker out of sync And my smile belies my own within So you won't have to carry this as well
I lie to save me from myself
I am my own ill-fated burdens My own cold silent tomb The hope that might have shone But never did
So I staple shut the mouth And I sew up the open wounds Cause after all Its better than the truth Affix the mask and clasp my hands Ask if this is all I am Then sit and pray the silence answers back