i fucking drove four hours to try to patch things up but its not like efforts were matched you were hung up on cheap alcohol and over the counter drugs we fucked around, went down to the city you were laughing under your breath at one of your nihilistic thoughts i never thought it would end up like this i wanted out of this twisted fiction of our simplistic fits he always said we would end up the same, put simply: you were always the opposite of me, until i turned out selfish, conceited, unforgiving. i spent all that i had left in my body stripped down to my skin i had nothing left to feel like anything at all i never thought it would end up like this i wanted out of this shit i never thought you would end up like this i never thought i'd hear those words from you mitch