i was wasted on the trigger in the river i was waiting i was wanting, never wanting what i could not yet become let the sea change let's remember all the good i did the ending was no more than spare repentance this is nothing like my home
on the table i was ready blood it glistened, gods they listened running wild after chalice just to let them take me on see the whirling of the skylights beasts surround me all around me trains pull out from under mantles just to listen with us all
and with colors captivating Eleanor stood cold and waiting she was bathing me in blessings that confronted as i cried see the whole of me igniting clever hands with brushes biting cross the river to the tower with remains of every sacrifice inside
oh my precious daemon darlings come to hold me death unfold me color move me too the chambers where i know i feel alive dance in circles atop grasses crossing over lo, behold her i n the places of our reaches where the beasts upset their lives
but the water ceased to bargain we are stranded where we've landed break the circle take us back to where we feel we need to be watching careful the completion of the cosmos where the zygote sleeping sound now that i've found my dearest friend outside my door
bound for new life, masons thunder east is over, west is under found the hum of drag race runners comfort flaring in my sheets now we'll head back up to Monmouth where the kids are seldom honest cross the borders, past the train yards i will enter just to breathe but the time will come for lovers we will cradle one another we will wander past the distance for our merry mouths to meet